abis ngeliat postingan lama, ternyata kalo ngepostdulu  panjang-panjang ya.. tp entah kenapa belakangan ini blog cuma dipake buat curhatan singkat yg ga berani dicurhatin di socmed lain. karena kayaknya ga ada yg pernah baca blog ini gitu...jd ngerasa aman buat curhat di sini. hahaha lenjeh bgt nih belakangan ini gampang sedih, gampang nangis gara-gara over thinking. hhh masalah datengnya keroyokan sih  belakangan ini, dari mulai masalah keluarga sampe ke masalah hati. eh...wkwk. tp janji kok di luar mah teteup seterong akuhhh'o'9 dadaaaahh

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i wish i'm a type of person that could tell my deepest secret to ppl I trust so that I won't be this hurted... not that i don't have any trusted ppl, i have them, my bestfriends who will laugh with me through our happy time and cry with me on my worst.. but i just don't want they to see my scars.. i want they to see only the happy side of me...

ngerti bgt sekarang kenapa itu orang......ahudahlah

nyesek. sakit. capek pura-pura. capek...hidup</3

capekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. kangennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. stresssssssssssssssssssssssss. get me out of this kinda hell I made from my desperate brain, heart and body. I'm so tired. I don't know if I can handle this for more:'

why can't I fall in love with the right guy like...ever?

I'm not getting used to the condition rite nowwwwww. I miss my sibling eventho I fought with her everyday but, really you must be know how it feels to miss someone annoying. Its like pasti lo tauuuuu gimana rasanya ngangenin orang yg biasanya rese, If they're around, you wish they're gone tapi pas mereka ga ada/ ga ada yg rese/ ga ada yang ngisengin pasti berasa banget kehilangannya. ya kannn? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh mau teriak, mau nangissssssssssss :""